{"id":4770,"date":"2024-02-27T16:56:41","date_gmt":"2024-02-27T16:56:41","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4770"},"modified":"2024-03-03T08:07:55","modified_gmt":"2024-03-03T08:07:55","slug":"morir-en-soledad","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4770","title":{"rendered":"Morir en Soledad"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image alignright size-large is-resized\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"848\" data-src=\"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/hospital-1802680_1280-1024x848.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4771 lazyload\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 1024px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 1024\/848;width:366px;height:auto\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p>Toses, duele, solo y la soledad te matar\u00e1, lo sabes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Pero no morir\u00e1s entre aparatos. No te puedes levantar. La tos vuelve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Llegas a la cama, casi inalcanzable. Paracetamol. Tragas. La cabeza, la puta cabeza. Quiere estallar, que lo haga.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Est\u00e1s solo, calla, no hables, no pasa nada, mejor la soledad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; La cabeza se va, se pierde en las fantas\u00edas del dolor, de la fiebre. Dolor. No puedes respirar. Miras el m\u00f3vil. No, mil veces no. Solo. Cien veces mejor que hacinado. Est\u00e1s loco. Quiz\u00e1s. Sonr\u00edes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Te yergues en la cama, no puedes respirar. \u00bfPasar\u00e1? Que m\u00e1s da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Miras la ventana, toses, no pasa nada, nadie se contagiar\u00e1. Pronto estar\u00e1s con ella. O quiz\u00e1s no. Qu\u00e9 m\u00e1s da.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; \u00bfCu\u00e1nto tiempo hace que no comes? Qu\u00e9 m\u00e1s da. Mas r\u00e1pido te ir\u00e1s, pero no oler\u00e1s a hospital, hacinado, mejor muerto que olvidado, pinchado como un bal\u00f3n viejo, rodeado de tubos. Vomitas. Solo es una arcada. \u00bfY la vacuna? Sonr\u00edes. Alg\u00fan pol\u00edtico se la habr\u00e1 inyectado. Maldad. Siempre igual. Marcharse, dejar este mundo de animales, de maldad.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; La ventana. Hace frio. Toses, cama de nuevo. Solo esperas no tener que volverte a levantar.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Toses, duele, solo y la soledad te matar\u00e1, lo sabes. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Pero no morir\u00e1s entre aparatos. No te puedes levantar. La tos vuelve. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Llegas a la cama, casi inalcanzable. Paracetamol. Tragas. La cabeza, la puta cabeza. Quiere estallar, que lo haga. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; Est\u00e1s solo, calla, no hables, no pasa nada, mejor la soledad. &nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp; &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4770\" class=\"more-link\">Leer m\u00e1s<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> \u00abMorir en Soledad\u00bb<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-4770","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-libros"],"featured_media_urls":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4770","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=4770"}],"version-history":[{"count":2,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4770\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5513,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4770\/revisions\/5513"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=4770"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=4770"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=4770"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}