{"id":4685,"date":"2024-02-27T11:48:59","date_gmt":"2024-02-27T11:48:59","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4685"},"modified":"2024-02-27T11:49:00","modified_gmt":"2024-02-27T11:49:00","slug":"llevo-dias-viendo-negro","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4685","title":{"rendered":"Llevo D\u00edas Viendo Negro"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<div class=\"wp-block-media-text is-stacked-on-mobile is-vertically-aligned-top\"><figure class=\"wp-block-media-text__media\"><img decoding=\"async\" width=\"1024\" height=\"906\" data-src=\"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/wp-content\/uploads\/2024\/02\/man-1519665_1280-1024x906.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-4686 size-full lazyload\" src=\"data:image\/svg+xml;base64,PHN2ZyB3aWR0aD0iMSIgaGVpZ2h0PSIxIiB4bWxucz0iaHR0cDovL3d3dy53My5vcmcvMjAwMC9zdmciPjwvc3ZnPg==\" style=\"--smush-placeholder-width: 1024px; --smush-placeholder-aspect-ratio: 1024\/906;\" \/><\/figure><div class=\"wp-block-media-text__content\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Llevo d\u00edas viendo negro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y sobre la negrura<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un color a\u00fan m\u00e1s negro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que se funde con el tono de mi alma<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Negro, sobre negro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y en la profundidad del s\u00f3lido color<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">El desamparo, el desamor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La muerte mora, se esconde<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Se me ofrece abierta de piernas<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Como puta altanera<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y me deja dormir en sus fauces<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y malvada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cuando descanso<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Su risa me despierta<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y me golpea la realidad<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Los sue\u00f1os se alejan<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y la maldad, de nuevo, me rodea.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aire no me llega a los pulmones<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mi color se perdi\u00f3 en el dolor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De la continuidad del sufrimiento<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En el p\u00fatrido advenimiento<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De a\u00f1o tras a\u00f1o, atesorar sufrimiento<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y vivo, no he m\u00e1s remedio<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y a\u00f1oro, aunque no conozco<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La paz incondicional<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quiz\u00e1s la de los cementerios<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Callados, huecos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Muertos de tanto muerto<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y se enquista en mi alma<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pues veo que inexorable<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Avanza, sin retroceso<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y deseo morir como esos muertos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pero me falta el valor<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De dejar a los m\u00edos hu\u00e9rfanos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">No es gran cosa la que tengo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ni tan siquiera me mantengo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pero, quiz\u00e1s, no lo s\u00e9<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Me echar\u00edan de menos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tengo la pistola cargada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">El cuchillo en el sitio prieto<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Del izquierdo coraz\u00f3n el punto<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De la inyecci\u00f3n de mata bichos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De la cicuta certera<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Del ars\u00e9nico siempre presente<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De la realidad ausente<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que en las noches merodea<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y como sirena remota<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Me canta un canto que me enamora<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Llam\u00e1ndome a dejarlo todo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y marchar raudo con ella<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Estoy cansado de atarme a palos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De barcos muertos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">A taparme los o\u00eddos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Para no escuchar sus cantos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y a dejarlos abiertos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Para escuchar solo lamentos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De angustia y de sufrimiento<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que retorcido el tormento<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00bfQui\u00e9n invento la vida?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La conoc\u00eda desde dentro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sab\u00eda lo que un alma poder sufr\u00eda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y lo hizo a conciencia<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Royendo el alma de hombres<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cavando tumbas en vida<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y dejando pudrirse en el alma la herida<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ahora muerto en vida<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que me pregunto postrero<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00bfMerece la pena la vida?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cuando yo mismo me contesto<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y miro la fr\u00eda pistola cargada<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mi cara desencajada,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y el gesto que suena a bala<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que se carga en la rec\u00e1mara<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Esperando, como otros momentos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que en un segundo, quiz\u00e1s en menos<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">El tibio gatillo apriete,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que se disparen los muelles<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que salga del plomo la muerte<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que pueda por fin morir<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que al final tenga esa suerte<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pero miro a la negra amiga<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le sonri\u00f3 y con pena suspiro<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Los valores se me han ido<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">El dolor sigue royendo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mi alma que siempre muere<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y reposa en el caj\u00f3n de nuevo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Con su cargador al lado<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Esperando, segura<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que de a poco que lo piense<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Que me llene de nuevo la amargura<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Amartillar\u00e9 la fr\u00eda amiga<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Y dejar\u00e9 este maldito mundo<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En un ignorado estallido.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">18 de marzo de 2021<\/p>\n<\/div><\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Llevo d\u00edas viendo negro Y sobre la negrura Un color a\u00fan m\u00e1s negro Que se funde con el tono de mi alma Negro, sobre negro Y en la profundidad del s\u00f3lido color El desamparo, el desamor La muerte mora, se esconde Se me ofrece abierta de piernas Como puta altanera Y me deja dormir en &hellip; <\/p>\n<p class=\"link-more\"><a href=\"https:\/\/pedrocasiano.es\/?p=4685\" class=\"more-link\">Leer m\u00e1s<span class=\"screen-reader-text\"> \u00abLlevo D\u00edas Viendo 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